Bad Mom

Baby Girl had some bloody poo and we took her to see the doctor. The night before I googled it to see what we could expect to hear. The search results yielded anal fissure and dairy sensitivity. 

I was really rooting for anal fissure because I don't want to give up dairy. 😂

Well I was wrong and have cut out dairy for almost two weeks. It's hard! I eat a lot of cheese 🧀

Denial

I am in utter denial that Baby Girl no longer fits into her newborn or 0-3 month clothes. 😢

She's growing by that measure, but she still looks the same to me. So weird.

I'm a little sad that she's not my little peanut anymore. And by that I mean, she's a normal sized baby. She's in her 3-6 months clothes when she started out barely fitting into newborn. I guess my breastmilk is doing something right or she's just a little piggie 🐽 lol

Oh, the irony

My mom has been on my case about limiting Baby Girl's exposure to the outdoors. Like non-stop! But she got her first bug bite while in the care of my mom!

HA!

Growing so much, but not too much

I realized today while changing Baby Girl's diaper that I had dressed her in her coming home from hospital outfit. She's almost outgrown the onesie and the pants are a much better fit. It's a good reminder that I need to save the onesie and not donate it!

Look at the difference!

And then there was one

One parent that is.

The hubster left this morning on a 6 day trip leaving me alone with Baby Girl for the first time ever!  I can't say I'm not nervous or on the verge of a breakdown, but I've had 12 weeks of parenting.  I should be ready for this, right?

I mean tons of single moms do it from day one...