I'm Struggling

I'm really struggling today.  Tuesdays are always the hardest for me.  So I've been constantly snacking today to stay awake.  It's terrible.  So far today I have eaten:

• half a bagel with peanut butter
• snack size bag of Reese's Pieces
• One can of Progresso soup
• Tortilla chips
• Handful of almonds
• Fruit leather snack thingy
• A bunch of pineapple
• Nutrigrain bar
• A hunk of garlic cheddar cheese with Triscuits

I don't think I'm done snacking yet either.  I have a white chocolate Reese's egg on my other desk, just waiting for me.

I'm so mad because I finally got back down to my pre-California weight from August!  Yes, it's taken me 8 months to lose 3 lbs and I honestly don't think I've really lost it.  It's just probably normal fluctuation, but it's been holding for two days.  *sigh*  Where the hell did my willpower go?