Tuesday, March 8, 2016

Cruise Control

I admit I've been on baby cruise control for the majority of the pregnancy.  Aside from the one stint where I researched the best of everything when putting together my baby shower registry, I've been pretty ignorant of the whole pregnancy process.


I take my vitamins, I go to my doctor's appointments, I try to watch what I eat and I try to exercise.  That's it.


I have this sneaking suspicion that after the baby comes and if anything goes wrong, I'll be overcome with mom guilt for not doing everything I possibly could while she was developing in the womb.


Yesterday's doctor's appointment involved the gestational diabetes test.  The doctor didn't make a big deal about it at the previous appointment and just recommended not eating such a big meal before the test.  Ok, I can do that!  Then I start googling about it and I get freaked out.


Apparently, you don't want to fail this test and some recommend fasting and not eating any sugar or carbs prior to the test.  I quickly glanced inside my lunchbox to see what I had packed:


Salad with grilled chicken breast
Bananas
Strawberries
Clementines
Cheez-its
Fruit Snacks
Chocolate chip cookies
Dark Chocolate granola bar


Quick scan of my snack drawer reveals:


Life saver mints
Lindt Dark Chocolate truffles
Honey roasted peanuts
Omega Trail Mix
Mixed nuts


As you can see 90% of my food is on the no-no list.  I didn't eat a lot of my snacks. I did cave in and ate a clementine.  Test be damned, I'm not starving myself.


I subsequently passed, but am I doing a disservice to my baby by not properly preparing?


We got a packet from the doctor about going in to labor and this is all new to me.  I've read through the packet, but none of it wants to stick.  I can't say it's because I still have three months to do.  I research the shit out of vacations months and months in advance.  Why not for baby?


I hope the urge to know what's going to happen when this baby wants out and all the options I'll be presented with will come soon.  But for now, I just want to sleep.

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