Nerves

I'm getting re-rated for lacrosse this Saturday and I was not too worried about it.  I think I've been having a great season so far and have really stepped up in my college games.  However, I really want to get a D3 and I just looked at the new rating sheet.  I'm nervous now.  There are a total of 89 skills to master and in order to get a D3, I would need to meet a minimum of the 55 required skills and 15 of the other skills.  I feel like that's a lot to demonstrate in 60 minutes of play.

Time to study the sheet.

I'm Struggling

I'm really struggling today.  Tuesdays are always the hardest for me.  So I've been constantly snacking today to stay awake.  It's terrible.  So far today I have eaten:

• half a bagel with peanut butter
• snack size bag of Reese's Pieces
• One can of Progresso soup
• Tortilla chips
• Handful of almonds
• Fruit leather snack thingy
• A bunch of pineapple
• Nutrigrain bar
• A hunk of garlic cheddar cheese with Triscuits

I don't think I'm done snacking yet either.  I have a white chocolate Reese's egg on my other desk, just waiting for me.

I'm so mad because I finally got back down to my pre-California weight from August!  Yes, it's taken me 8 months to lose 3 lbs and I honestly don't think I've really lost it.  It's just probably normal fluctuation, but it's been holding for two days.  *sigh*  Where the hell did my willpower go?

Dog picture of the day

This is comfortable?

Dentist

I'm wary of dentists.  I really think my dentist looks for things to be wrong.  When I first went, I wasn't flossing enough.  Even though this was true and I hadn't been to a dentist in over two years.  I felt that they would always say that.  And you know what?  They did.

Also every visit I went in after that, I had to have one of my old silver cavities re-filled with a white one.  Were they actually cracking and needing to be replaced?  Who knows?  So that covered the next 3 years of dentist visits (I had a lot of cavities).  Only recently have my dentist visits been stellar.  My teeth are in fantastic shape and they tell me all the time except "Oh, your right front tooth is slightly discolored", "Oh, do you want to whiten your teeth?", "Oh, we'll want to watch this" and so on and so forth.  Ugh.

I almost want to stop going, but I can't.  I'm a conformist.

Also, my teeth are super sensitive to cold now after I got my teeth cleaned...

Oops

Lucky for me that it did not rain last night because I had parked my car in the driveway due to all the saw dust in our garage and I left the sunroof open all night.  Phew.  Also nothing was stolen.