I've been finding myself doing this thing that I find incredibly annoying. Annoying probably only to myself. I hold my arm across my stomach like I'm trying to hide my stomach. It's almost like I'm wearing an imaginary sling for my arm. I catch myself doing this at least 4 times a day. Usually I'm just sitting (in bed, at work, in chairs). I don't know why it's so annoying to me, but it is. It's like what the hell am I hiding. It reminds of the Law and Order: Criminal Intent episode with the mechanic who kills people and is married to a woman who pretends to have a daughter, but really never gave birth and has a dead stone baby still inside of her. And Detective Goren exposes her by tipping a lamp at her and she covers her stomach. Maybe there is a fossilized burrito in my stomach....
It's also weird because I've lost nearly 20 lbs over the last year, so I should really be exposing my stomach and not hiding it. I'm gonna try and stop doing it because it's annoying as hell and it's starting to hurt my elbow. I can feel the muscles tensing from holding it there for long periods of time.
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