I planned a Mario Kart tournament tonight at a co-worker's house. Nine of us played in a double elimination style tournament. Spouses and significant others were welcome. This is where I noticed that I will never be a girl's girl. Aside from me, there were 3 other girls there. I had previously met two of them from the recognition banquet and the third was the wife of another co-worker. They all got along fine and I was the odd one out. I admit I am more comfortable with guys and have a hard time opening up with other women, but once I do, I think I am likable.
Anyway, I was jealous that I do not have the ability to get along with women instantly. I have been told that I am unapproachable and I guess I was doing it again tonight. It's ok. I do have female friends and the ones I do have are amazing. I'll always welcome more friends into my life, but sometimes, I think I have to trick them into being my friends or befriend them through other friends, never just of my own accord.
On the bright side, I won the tournament!
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